Wednesday, April 29, 2009
happy about blue
Don't think this room could get any more blue. You would think that after having two boys I would go for a more interesting color combination for the third, but blue just always seems right to me. I am very physically ready for this baby-I think I have enough gas drops and infant Tylenol for a year- but mentally may be a different story. I watched TLC this afternoon and caught "A Baby Story" and basically found myself cringing at the labor scenes. I seem to have a mental block with names and I haven't even had the time to keep up on my kiegels. I find myself asking him who he is already, I guess so I have a jump on the situation. But this must be the story with having a third. I am just not going to be as prepared because life is just happening. Things were much slower/quieter(in my brain) when I had Asher, I had down time to consider all aspects of the pregnancy and I even felt like I knew him before he ever arrived. Now it is just marathon mama and the rug rats race every day. This baby is sure to fall into step(let's hope), he's had nine months of training already. I was even certain this winter he was probably inutero trying to get his hat and coat on because it had to be all he heard from me :) I guess I shouldn't worry about all the details I like to try and control. I'll just find peace in the fact that he will be adding to all the joy already present in his own surprising ways. Oh-and getting him out is going to hurt no matter how my brain feels about it.